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Caption: FACTTTT!!! ! These words, this quote- sums up my life - its like it was made for me! If you put my life in words this nails it,on the head! it’s amazing how m… more FACTTTT!!! ! These words, this quote- sums up my life - its like it was made for me! If you put my life in words this nails it,on the head! it’s amazing how many people make comments & assume as soon as they see you out of hospital, as i jave 2 home’s hospitals my actual home as i spend the same amount in each , each year or self manage at home as i hit anxiety as soon as i know i have to go-just cos dressed up or put make up on or I’m out somewhere or doing a video,or looking or sounding like I’m confidence & well everyone’s like oh you’re better now?! but no!!The anxiety is still there, the suffering still there,The sleepless nights are still there,lots of crying,anger the hurt,the pain-everything! it’s still there!& always will just cos the outside isnt showing it,as I always used to be such a confident person -I know how to be confident but it doesn’t mean i am confident😔 I try for my family & my surroundings to try & show them,There’s still a little bit of life left in me but not much,& happiness well🤔i work hard as I’m sad all the time but i hide it well,on social especially,the people that know me they know the true two sides of me & my reality! But in those little windows I try so hard to make so much effort to bring myself together.I guess it’s everyone around me says be positive say todays going to be a better day to enjoy those short window as its just a matter of time until I endup back in hospital again💔 there’s so much my body can take! sometimes I do push myself cos I feel like is this time might be my last time or is this going to be the last time I’ll be able to do certain things in my life that I can just do, even if it’s makes me suffer or puts me in pain -I still do it as I want to make memories for the people around me to look back at me & not to just see the miserable side of me but to see that person i once was! 🫶🏼🙏🏻 Remember everyone is going through something so be kind & don’t judge a book by its cover, cos things can be very different inside 💔 ##healthcondition##MentalHealth##suffering##pain@@lily_gower##jesse@Jesse J. Pedigo##fyp##life##raw##real##support##ShareTheCare##illness##fighter##survivor##MomsofTikTok##fyp##viral less
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