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Caption: SOMETHING I DIDN’T EVEN REALIZE ⬇️ (Share this with a mama who gets it😘💕) Before my ex and I separated, even when she wasn’t with me (maybe she was with her dad… more SOMETHING I DIDN’T EVEN REALIZE ⬇️ (Share this with a mama who gets it😘💕) Before my ex and I separated, even when she wasn’t with me (maybe she was with her dad or the nanny or sleeping)… If she was in my home — she was still in my mind. In my energy. In my nervous system. And I didn’t fully realize the extent of this until her dad and I split and started sharing custody. Suddenly, she wasn’t in my home half the time. I didn’t know what she was doing. What she was eating. When she was going to bed. None of that. And at first that was really difficult for me. It was scary. It felt unnatural and foreign. It forced me into what felt like the ultimate surrender. I had to let go. And in that letting go, there was suddenly all of this S P A C E . … not just in my calendar but in my brain…in my energetic body. At first I resisted it. I missed her like hell. I cried at almost every drop-off. I avoided her room when she wasn’t home. The ache was real. And then overtime, I leaned in. I embraced it. I softened into the space. And in it, I rediscovered, reconnected with and reignited ME. I started doing things I hadn’t done in a while again. Playing. Dancing. Creating. Building. Resting. Dreaming. Adventuring. … and what a beautiful, expansive, wild ride it’s been! And I’m only just getting started!💃🔥 P.S., if you’re on this vibe too, come to my next women’s retreat!😍 DM me “retreat” for more info💕 #sharedcustody #singlemomlife #motherhoodunfiltered #reignite #cooperativeparenting #maincharacterenergy #HealingJourney #ashleyhannshow #freedom #wildandfree less
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